You're Queer

I've lost all perspective
Can't tell if your eyes are sleazy
Or as warm as a family kitchen party
Distance and opportunity have driven the desire
To question the meanings of your actions from my heart
I hold my breath and try to make my eyes bigger so I can understand
Your inside jokes and rabid techno-speak
Just making a mess of it
Clinically
Like an engine that runs off too many sirens and the attention of too many men

FUCK PORTION CONTROL

“Tell me the secret of your passion,” he requested, with a smile in his eyes that spoke of his enthusiasm for the answer to come.


“Orgasms and transcendental happiness through food preparation”, she replied without hesitation.


He raised his eyebrows slightly and grinned, his jaw line breaking her heart in the process. She wanted desperately to lick his teeth.


“I heard you wrote the book on that,” he said.


“I am the book on that,” she replied and pulled him close enough to see the dark starburst in his chocolate brown eyes.


“Read me,” she whispered. “Riffle through my pages and write little notes of your thoughts in the margins of my text.”


It was then that he delicately eased his fingers through the paper of her, enjoying not only the text, but the texture beneath his skin...tracing small patterns along the page, tasting her work as he indulged in his own.


She sighed deeply and spread her pages open to his delicate fingering, giving up her secret recipes and her hidden patterns to his unabashed and hungry exploration.


His breath came quicker and, intoxicated by the stimulation, he ventured deeper within her volume, greedily consuming every drop that she offered, her lessons becoming cerebral as a feast for every sense.


Murmuring mouth-watering theories of quantum entrées and loving haikus describing sweet endings into the ears of his fingertips, her pages folded themselves into origami cranes that cried out descriptions of beauty and consumption.


Her spine began to contract and it was there, in his context, that she found a new and utterly eclipsing concoction; one consisting of salty cream, sweet juices, mysterious fruit, and chocolate velvet.


From that moment on, her mouth would never want for anything else.


Imminent

I wake so you can sleep.

It’s my turn on watch and I must remain vigilant.

For what, I’m not sure.

Moans and sighs that don’t penetrate the soul,

hearts that won’t, or can’t, rapture,

all the souls that have your face and your eyes and are not heard?

Can I face what’s on its way?

Yes.

Can’t stop loving.

I won’t stop now, what I’m doing.

Flutterby

you couldn't remember the name because you hadn't met me yet.
please provide a complete transcript of your complexity.
our boys in the lab have gone for ice cream but when they get back,
a full spectrum analysis will be run and all your controls will be charted.
you know my name but a new one can be assigned at will.
geographical location is impractical, necessary and deviant.
your black hole sinks me through the centre of the earth.
it fits me perfectly.
building towers and tunnels takes time but i'm open.

Another Apocalypse

So, apparently, the bible has guaranteed the end of the world (and universe for good fucking measure) on May 21, 2011. It must be true since I've seen several recreational vehicles telling me so. I read an article the other day that said that true believers have quit their jobs, taken out all their savings and have removed their children from school to be able to fully enjoy their last remaining days before the end of all our shiznit. These people believe that if they wake up on earth on May 22nd and have not gone to heaven, that they must be in hell.

a) these people believe that even questioning the truth of the date of these 'end-times' is an affront to god.

b) they will have nothing left as of May 22. No money, no jobs, no homes, no stability.

c) these people will truly believe that they are in hell.

So what now, crazies? Will they see everyone else as demons or just fellow hell dwellers who are suffering along with them? With their god having forsaken them and with nothing left to hold onto as a source of strength or a moral compass, will they simply go banana sandwiches and start destroying the 'demons' that they see around them?

Can't wait to see how these folks react to the complete and utter lack of an apocalypse on May 22, 2011. I think it will be more fun than the whole Y2K hysteria, for sure.

am i wearing underwear?

my lungs are just emerging
but already they are full of all argy-bargy
so fresh
blackish
caution: contents hot
i've checked all the windows
but i can't find the reason for all these alarms
diverse alarms
for abnormal things
checking the levels now...
so distracting, all these rods and cones and dirty ankles

grace

funeral homes and rape fantasies
that's two kinds of healing power
medicine
he wasn't there again today
oh how i wish he'd go away
in heaven everything is fine